Beat Psychology

FRIDAY THE 13TH

I'VE EXPERIENCED MY WORSE FRIDAY THE 13TH....

was planning to go clark quay to chill after an exhuasting week..need to release some tension. so we were walking to brewerks, after some deliberation and walking. much to my dismay, the heel of my right shoe broke!!!! i've only worn it for 4-5 times!!!!! and it's not even a stiletto heel, it's a stout broad heel!!!!! i didnt fall or anything like that but this really sucks!!! this is the 1st time my heel broke!!! and in public!! it's already 9 plus and at clark quay, where to find any shoe shop or cobblers!?!?!?!?

so i asked my fren sean to jus use brute force and pull off the other heel for me...

funny, but i felt more embarrassement then heart pain...the shoe was from pazzion and it costs me 40 plus bucks!!!!!!!! even charles and keith dun give me such problems!!!!!!!!

so my fren manage to break it off quite easily...imagine the lousy quality...sigh...had to break it off la, else i'll be walking like it have a terrible limp....

everything was fine at brewerks...tried the sample set and shared some mussels....
after that we walked to take NR1...my feet hurt like crazy lor....cos there were nails at the heels, and since the shoes were not meant to be flat, it was hurting my whole feet la....

and then the worse came....we were waiting for NR1 like we always do if we stay out late on a wk end...

half hr went by.....no NR1...shd we take cab? aiya shd be coming liao....
1 hr went by....no NR1.....shd we take cab?? it shd really be coming liao...wait so long already?!?!
1.5 hr went by....still no NR1....by this time, NR2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8 all came...and at least 2 or 3 of each came...but still no NR1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn pissed, damn tired...but we waited so long liao!!!!!!!! got to be coming right? then we asked other NR drivers if it's coming and they all said it is!!!!! but we dun see the god damn bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally...after 1hr 40 min...we see the bus... wanted to scream at the bus driver...but we jus asked...why so long?!?!?! and he jus smiled at us....kao!!!!!!! anyway...send complain letter to sbs liao...see what they say....

got home at about 330am....kao....hope this suay-ness wont follow me....

posted by pearlewurly @ 10/15/2006 04:25:00 pm 0 comments

burning the forest is cheap.

gets the job done fast.

ashes work as fertilizers.


felt like i'm walking in the clouds except it stinks.

felt like i'm perpetually stuck in club.

bet those smokers dun mind the haze cos they are already inhaling so much smoke everyday and every hr anyway.

but i'm coughing and have breathing difficulties and my eyes hurt.....


we can be sheltered from the earthquakes, the storm, the typhoons and tsunamis thanks to our poor neighbours....but this is something we cant escape from cos it's also caused by our poor neighbours.

right........

posted by pearlewurly @ 10/07/2006 02:42:00 pm 1 comments

work

i miss studying. miss the carefree days of school life. where the only worries are tests and exams and what to do after lessons.

work is interesting ... but it will probably last only a few mths.

i know people make mistakes...but why is it that the mistakes i make are so phenomenal and .... record breaking!!!!!
i know what's impt is to learn from mistakes and to move on...

but this is hurting my ego....decreasing whatever opportunities i have....

why must i make such mistakes!!!!!!! if this is a challenge in some warped form i dun wan it!!!!!

sigh....

posted by pearlewurly @ 10/07/2006 02:37:00 pm 1 comments